I had no intentions to write here tonight. In fact, in passing by the computer, I noted to myself that I definitely had no inspiration whatsoever for this. That all changed though in about 30 minutes time and I decided this little event from my evening was worth sharing.
Yep, so finals are underway and every NVCC student on campus has that "finals look" to them. You know, that half stressed, dark circle, "why oh why did I save my studying till now?" kind of look. I guess to combat that feeling, someone took it upon them to transform our cafeteria into an attempt to dance the stress away to 80's music. I guess someone else might have called it exercise -- not my description. But it was kinda entertaining to watch. You had some peppy people who were on that caffeine high and adding extra hops and kicks and jumps everywhere. And then you had those who looked like they needed an electric shock before they'd actually look they were even doing something. ANYWAY. It was one of those out of the ordinary evenings to put it plainly. (and no, that's not what I started out to tell you. I just was kinda giving you a setting ok? work with me here, people)
So I come trotting into this sanctuary of chaos and work my way through all the kicks, and all the jumps, to a little table back down the hall. Now this particular line of tables all portray one message in common... "Leave us alone, we're
studying not socializing." It says that how? Well, there's a nice square table with
ONE seat. And that
ONE seat faces in a way your
BACK is to the person at the table behind you. Not to mention its down the hallway. Obviously, it's for people like me. I thought the message was clear enough, but just in case, I spreeeeeeaaaaad out all my books and papers. So you can imagine my surprise when this voice behind me pipes up, "hey! do you mind if I talk to you? or are you busy?" I didn't want to be outright rude, but I hoped my apparent hesitation and "well, I'm studying for my final....." comment would say NO -- just in a polite way. So he responds, "oh. ok. then I probably shouldn't talk to you then...." I sigh in relief and spin back around, "......BUT what are you studying for?" he finishes. AHHHHHHHH!!!! Do you not have eyes, kid!?!? I didn't say that. But I truly felt like it. In moments though, I was quickly rebuked in my spirit. I long for more opportunities to talk with people about Jesus, and I'm going to let a stupid final get in the way of a grand opportunity? I work to make opportunities just like this one, and here I'm going skip it.... just because it's "inconvenient" timing??
I was thinking about that more later this evening. I had just read the other day that verse about being instant in season, and out of season. I'm not a farmer and have no knowledge in that area really, so I give you permission to laugh at my following example -- but I was thinking about peaches in relation. Hang on. I do have a point. It is such a small amount of time that peaches are what we call "in season". The rest of the year, they are exactly the opposite, which makes the cost greater. I think that's how it is in relation to us too. 80% of the time,(or more) our opportunities are going to hang in those "out of season" times. Right when it's most inconvenient. Right when we're in a rush to get somewhere. Right when we're not feeling good. Right when ________. You can fill in the blank with your own experience. And during that time it's going to cost us something more. It might cost us being late to work. It might cost us study time. It might cost us spending time with friends. It might even cost you sleep time on that flight home. And many other things. Every once in awhile, we get the joy of having the
perfect talk, at the
perfect time, in the
perfect way.... but God forbid we limit ourselves to only those opportunities!

The above also could be considered an "out of season" moment in time. Doing my own cramming, it honestly was not the greatest moment to have a little sister come curling up next to me trying to chat about her artwork. Same application with kids too. Relationships in general, really. Your most special times are probably gonna end up in those moments when you have "more important" things to be doing. What's really more important though? The grade, or the giggles we shared while trying to get the picture down below just right?

just some musings......